5th August Trinity 2015, Corn Maiden

5th Trinity August

Brian Jekel

Luke 18, 35-43

It happened as he approached Jericho: a certain blind man was sitting by the road begging. Hearing the crowd going by, he wanted to know what was happening, and they told him Jesus of Nazareth was passing by. He cried out in a loud voice: “Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!”

Those leading the way threatened him and wanted him to be quiet. But he cried all the louder, “Son of David, have mercy on me!”

Jesus stopped and had him led to him. And Jesus said to him, “What do you want that I should do for you?”

He said to him, “Lord, that I may look up and see again.”

And Jesus said to him, “Receive your sight. Through your faith and your trust, the power for healing has been awakened in you.” (your faith has healed you)

In that moment his eyes were opened. He followed Him and thus revealed the working of the divine within the human being--and all who saw it praised God.

5th Trinity August

August 23, 2015

Luke 18, 35-43

We can think of our senses as doorways between our souls and the world. They bring the outside world into us. Even if one or the other of the senses is weak, the others can to some degree compensate.

In today’s gospel, the blind man is lacking the vision’s input into his soul. All the more acutely does he depend upon his hearing.  He is aware of the crowd passing, all abuzz with something happening ‘out there’. And he rouses himself to find out what is happening. When they tell him that Jesus of Nazareth is passing by, he becomes even more active. He shouts for an interaction with Him. He knows that this is not only someone called Jesus of Nazareth, but also that this is a Son of David, of the kingly line, and so he asks for His mercy and grace. He lets no one stop him from an interaction with Jesus.

Jesus asks what He can do for him. Again the blind man must become active – this time inwardly. He searches his soul and recognizes that he wants not only to see again in the ordinary way, but that he wants to ‘look up and see again’. He wants not only to see earthly things, but also things of heaven. And when the blockage is removed and his vision restored, he looks up and sees – Christ, the one who has brought heaven to earth. And so he resolves to follow him and become a disciple.

This reading encourages us too to ask for mercy; to override hindrances, to ask again. It asks us to recognize that what we truly and deeply want is a relationship with Christ, actively pursued. We want our senses to be healed so that we can see and recognize Him, the Lord of Life, here and now on the earth.

The poet Mary Oliver writes about our longing to see and our faith that it is possible:

Every summer

I listen and look

under the sun's brass and even

Corn Maiden, T. Lambert

into the moonlight, but I can't hear

anything, I can't see anything --

….

And still,

every day,

the leafy fields

grow taller and thicker --

[the corn’s] green gowns lofting up in the night,

showered with silk.

And so, every summer,

I fail as a witness, seeing nothing --

all of it

happening

beyond any seeable proof, or hearable hum.

And, therefore, let the immeasurable come.

….

One morning

in the leafy green ocean

the honeycomb of the corn's beautiful body

is sure to be there.*

*Mary Oliver, “Little Summer Poem Touching the Subject of Faith” in West Wind 

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4th August Trinity 2015, Sharp, Strong and Balanced

4th Trinity August

Luke 9: 1-17

He called the twelve together and gave to them potent authority and formative power, so that they could work against all demonic mischief, and heal all sickness.  And he sent them out to heal and to proclaim the Kingdom of God, appearing now on earth, the kingdom of human beings filled with God’s spirit.

And he said to them, “Take nothing with you on the way: no staff for support, no bag for collecting, neither bread nor money, no change of clothes. If you enter a house, remain there until you go further. And where they do not accept you, leave their city and shake the dust from your feet as a sign that they have refused community with you.”

They left and walked through the villages of the country, announcing the joyful message of the new working of the kingdom of the angels and healing everywhere.

Meanwhile Herod the Tetrarch heard of all that was happening and he was very perplexed, for some said, “John is risen from the dead,” and others said that Elijah had appeared, and yet others, “One of the Prophets of old has risen again.” And Herod said, “John I have had beheaded; who now is this, about whom I hear all these things?” And he wished to see him himself.

Feeding 5000, Woloschina

And the apostles returned and reported to Jesus everything that they had accomplished. So he gathered them to himself and retreated with them to a city called Bethsaida for special instruction. But the people became aware of it and followed him. He welcomed them and spoke to them of the Kingdom of God of the future, of the human kingdom on earth filled with the divine spirit, and he healed all who had need of it.

But the day began to decline. The twelve came up to him and said, “Send the crowd away so that they can reach the villages and farms in the vicinity and find food and lodging, for here we are in a deserted place.” He however said to them, “From now on it falls to you; you give them to eat.”

They answered, “We have nothing but five loaves and two fish. Or shall we go and buy food for all of them?“ There were about five thousand people.

Then he said to the disciples, “Have them sit down in groups of fifty”. And they did so, and all reclined.

Then he took the five loaves and the two fish and, raising his soul to the spirit, gave thanks, broke them, and gave them to his disciples to distribute to the people. And they ate, and all were satisfied. And they took up the pieces that remained: twelve baskets full.

4th Trinity August

August 16, 2015

Luke 9: 1-17

If I have the right tool, I can do amazing things. With a well-balanced mallet and a strong, sharp chisel I can sculpt wood or even stone. But if the mallet is off-balance, if the chisel is weak or dull, even the most talented of artists cannot use them.

We are to become the instruments Christ uses to help build His kingdom of heaven on earth. He needs us to be sharp, strong and balanced. Then His formative power can stream through us. But as tools we may not yet be in the best shape for His work. He therefore works on the tools themselves, to sharpen and balance us.

The story of the Feeding of the Five Thousand prefigures our own age. The people are strengthened with the bread and the fish, which contain the formative forces of the stars. In the Act of Consecration we similarly take in bread and wine to sharpen our thinking and strengthen our will. We take them in so that we become balanced tools in Christ’s hands. We take them in so that He can work on building the kingdom of heaven on earth, with us, through us.

3rd August Trinity 2015, Polestar of Laughter

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Luke 15:1-32

Now many customs officials, despised by the people, who called them sinners and expelled them from their community, sought to be close to Jesus. They wanted to listen to him. The Pharisees and teachers of the law however were upset by this and said, “This man accepts sinners and eats with them!”

So he told them this parable: “What man among you, who has a hundred sheep and loses one of them, would not leave the ninety-nine in the open and go looking for the lost one until he finds it? And when he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders rejoicing. And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and neighbors and says to them, ‘Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep that was lost!’

I tell you, there will be more joy in the heavens over one human being, living in denial of the spirit, who changes his mind, than over the ninety-nine righteous who think they have no need of repentance.

Lost Drachma, Tissot, Brooklyn Museum

Or which woman, if she has ten silver coins and loses one, does not light a lamp, sweep the whole house and search carefully until she finds it? And when she has found it she calls together her friends and neighbors and says, ‘Rejoice with me, for I have found the coin that I had lost!’

In the same way, I tell you, there will be joy among the angels in the world of spirit over one human being living in denial of the spirit who manages to change his heart and mind. “

And he said further: “A certain man had two sons. The younger of them said to his father, ‘Give me the share of the estate which falls to me.’  And he divided his wealth between them. And not many days later the younger son gathered everything together and went on a journey to a far country and squandered his estate in the enjoyment of loose living. When he had spent everything, a severe famine came over the land, and he began to be in need. So he went and attached himself to a citizen of the country who sent him out into his fields and let him herd swine. And he longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the swine were eating, but no one gave him anything.

Then he came to himself, and said, ‘How many of my father’s hired men have more than enough bread, but I am dying here of hunger. I will rise up and go to my father and say to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against the higher world and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Make me one of your hired men [workers].’

So he rose up and traveled along the road to his father. When he was still a long

Return of Prodigal Son, Rembrandt, Wiki

way off, his father saw him, felt his misery, ran toward him, embraced him and kissed him. And yet the son said, ‘Father, I have sinned against the higher world and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Make me one of your hired men [workers].’

But the father called his servant to him. ‘Quickly! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his hand and sandals on his feet, and slaughter the fattened calf. Then we shall eat and be merry. For this my son was dead and is risen to life. He was lost and is found again.’ And they began to celebrate.

Meanwhile the older son was in the field. When he returned home and came near the house, he heard the sound of music and dancing. He called one of the servants to him and asked him what it meant. He gave him the news: ‘Your brother has come home again. So in joy your father has slaughtered the fattened calf because he has him back again safe and sound.’

The son grew dark with anger and didn’t want to go in. But his father came out and pleaded with him. He however reproached his father saying, ‘Look! For so many years I have been with you and have never neglected one of your commands. But you never gave me so much as a goat that I might be merry with my friends. And now comes this son of yours who has eaten up your wealth in scandal, and you offer him the fattened calf.’

The father however said to him ‘Child, you are always with me and all that I have belongs to you too. But now we should be glad and rejoice, for this your brother was dead and lives; he was lost and has been found again.’

3rd August Trinity

August 9, 2015

Luke 15:1-32

Losing something that belongs to us means of course that we are separated from it. Being lost ourselves, losing our way, means having lost our own orientation, not being able to find our goal. Perhaps we don’t even know what it is.

The stories in today’s readings are about both losing and being lost. And yet each narrative ends in rejoicing. Through the human being’s diligent searching, the lost coin and sheep were found. And the son, who himself was lost in the far country, turns himself around and makes his way home.

We search for what we have lost, whether it is a precious thing of value, or it is our own orientation and goal. For this is what it means to be truly human: to be aware of separation, to seek and to find, even when searching and finding are arduous and painful. Searching and finding are basic keys to our humanity.

We ourselves are all a bit lost, separated from our own true being and our home in the divine world. We are separated from our true selves and thus from our own real future. At the same time, the good beings of that world, like the son’s father in the story, are on the look-out for us. They cannot go out and search for us (though One did). They cannot drag us back. The return is our own choice, accomplished through our own efforts. But our heavenly Father and the whole angelic household are watching and waiting for us. They are sending out their love, as a golden guide home. And they greet our return with great joy, celebration and laughter. The poet Hafiz says:

Laughter is the polestar

Polestar (North Star)

Held in the sky by our Beloved,

Who eternally says,

"Yes, dear ones, come this way,

Come this way towards Me and Love!

….

O what is laughter, …?

What is this precious love and laughter

Budding in our hearts?

It is the glorious sound

Of a soul waking up!*

Having once found the way, we can always return. And both we and the good beings rejoice, even if we can only stay for an hour.

* Hafiz, “Laughter”, in I Heard God Laughing, Renderings of Hafiz, by Daniel Ladinsky, p. 125.

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2nd August Trinity 2015, Too Dangerous

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August 2, 2015

Matthew 7:15-27

Be on your guard against false prophets of healing. They come to you in the garments of peaceful lambs, but inwardly are rapacious wolves. You shall recognize them by the fruits of their deeds. Never will you harvest grapes from a thorn bush, nor figs from thistles. Every noble tree brings forth good fruit, but a wild tree only forms unusable fruit. A noble tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a wild tree cannot form good fruit. A tree that does not bring forth good fruit will be cut down and put in the fire. Therefore, recognize them by the fruits of their deeds.

Not everyone who addresses me with “Lord! Lord!“ can be taken up into the kingdom; only he who accomplishes the will of my Father in the heavens. In the future, when the light of God breaks over the earthly darkness, many will call to me. They will say, “Lord! Lord! Have we not worked in advance for your revelation? Have we not driven out spirits of destruction in honor of you? Have we not gathered multiple powers for your word?”

Then I will freely say to them, ‘I do not know you. My paths are not your paths. Depart from me, for you serve the forces of chaos [the downfall of the world].’

Everyone who hears such words from me and acts accordingly will be like a man who wisely built his house on bedrock. The clouds burst, the waves rose, the winds blew and beat against that house. But it did not totter, for it was founded upon the rock. He, however, who hears such words from me and does not act accordingly is like a man who foolishly builds his house upon sand. The rain comes down, the floods rise, the winds blow and beat upon the house, and it collapses with a great crash.”

When Jesus had completed saying this, the people were greatly moved, for he spoke to them out of spiritual authority, as if the powers of creation themselves spoke out of him, and not like their teachers of the law [canon-lawyers].

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August 2, 2015

Matthew 7:15-27

“Every noble tree brings forth good fruit, but a wild tree only forms unusable fruit.” Matthew 7: 17

Christ suggests that we direct our attention in a somewhat scientific manner. We are to look at the results of our own and others’ actions, the consequences, rather than at the wish or the talk. In a way, it doesn’t matter much what we say about ourselves, for we can present ourselves in any way we wish. We may present ourselves as lambs, when actually the hungry wolf of vainglory is at work in us.

We can say we are working for the good, and perhaps we are. Yet often the law of unintended consequences operates. The good we would do sometimes turns out not to be so good after all. What really counts however is what results from our deeds. We look to the consequences and correct our actions.

The bitter and unusable fruits of a wild tree of soul come from self-promotion and the desire for power. Me first! The good intentions of a noble tree of soul come together from three places: from clean and clear thinking, from a loving heart, and a devotion to the progress of others. Such a soul tree will in combination produce deeds that are beautiful, sweet and nourishing, fruits that serve the world. Such fruits serve God’s kingdom of heaven on earth.

They are the bedrock of the progress of the world. Tests and trials, misfortunes and reversals will come. But we will overcome them together through our solid foundation in the world of inner and outer reality. As Hafiz says:

Out

Tissot, The Blind Leading the Blind, wiki

Of a great need

 We are all holding hands

 And climbing.

 Not loving is a letting go.

 Listen,

 The terrain around here

 Is

 Far too

 Dangerous

 For

 That.*

*Hafiz, “A Great Need". In The Gift – versions of Hafiz by Daniel Ladinsky

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1st August Trinity 2015, Our Real Journey

Mark 8, 27-Mark 9-1 (Peter’s Confession)

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And Jesus went on with his disciples into the region of Caesarea Philippi (in the north of the land at the source of the Jordan where the Roman Caesar was worshiped as a divine being). And on the way there he asked the disciples (and said to them), “Who do people say that I am?”

They said to him, “Some say that you are John the Baptist; others say Elijah, still others that you are one of the prophets.”

Then he asked them, “And you, who do you say that I am?’

Then Peter answered, “You are the Christ.”

And Jesus warned them not to tell anyone about him.

And he began to teach them: “The Son of Man must suffer much and will be rejected by the leaders of the people, by the elders and the teachers of the law, and he will be killed and after three days he will rise again.” Freely and openly he told them this.

Get Thee Behind Me, Tissot, Brooklyn Museum

Then Peter took him aside and began to urge him not to let this happen. He, however, turned around, looked at his disciples, and reprimanded Peter, saying to him, “Withdraw from me; now the adversary is speaking through you! Your thinking is not divine but merely human in nature.”

And he called the crowd together, including his disciples and said to them, “Whoever would follow me must practice self-denial and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever is concerned about the salvation of his own soul will lose it; but whoever gives his life for my sake and the sake of the gospel, his soul will find power and healing. For what use is it to a human being to gain the whole world if through that he damages his soul, which falls victim to the power of an empty darkness? What then can a man give as ransom for his soul? In this present humanity, which denies the spirit and lives in error, whoever is ashamed of me and my words, of him the Son of Man will also be ashamed when he comes in the shining revelation of the Father among his holy angels.“

And he said to them, “The truth I say to you, among those who are standing here there are some who will not taste death before they behold the kingdom of God arising in human beings, revealing itself in the power and magnificence of the spirit.”

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July 26, 2015

Mark 8, 27-Mark 9-1 (Peter’s Confession)

Once again in the course of the year, we stand before a beginning. In this second half of the year, we are embarking on a ten week walk toward Michaelmas. It begins with Peter’s recognizing that Christ, the expected Messiah, the Anointed One, lives in Jesus. Peter’s acknowledgement allows Christ to reveal something more of himself. Contrary to expectations the Messiah will be rejected. He will suffer and die. And He will rise again after three days.

From our perspective, after the fact, Christ’s own path is obvious. But to the Hebrews of His time, such a revelation comes as a shock; the Messiah would be rejected and killed? So it is understandable that Peter objects and seeks to protect Him. But Christ adamantly rejects Peter’s well-meaning but purely utilitarian thinking. For Christ’s mission has a much broader and higher context. The revolution He leads takes place both in the cosmic dimension and within the most intimate depths of the human soul.

In our own lives we can have flashes of insight, inspirations coming from the future. But then objections arise: that’s not what I had hoped for….that would mean….but I can’t. We sense the difficulties and call it impossible. We are unwilling, un-willing what wants to be.

Christ takes a much broader and deeper path, a via negativa, a path of descent. Just as a mother must suffer birth pangs in order to bring forth a new human being, so too must He, and we, be willing to undergo rejection and suffering, and even the death of our hopes and dreams, in order to bring forth what really and truly needs to happen.  As the poet Wendell Berry says:

"It may be when we no

 longer know what to do,

we have come to our real work,

and that when we no longer know which way to go,

we have begun our real journey."

4th St. Johnstide 2015, Daughters of the Lamb

St. Johnstide

Luke 3: 7-18

John said to the crowds coming out to be baptized by him, “You are sons of the serpent yet! Who led you to believe that you can avoid the decline of the old ways of the soul? Produce true fruits in keeping with a change of heart and mind. And do not begin excusing yourselves by saying, “We have Abraham as our father.” For I tell you that God can raise up sons for Abraham out of these stones. The ax is already poised at the root of the trees, so every tree that does not produce good fruit is felled and thrown into the fire.”

“What should we do then?” the crowd asked.

St. Elizabeth of Hungary

John answered, “Let the man with two tunics share with him who has none, and the one who has food should do the same.”

Tax collectors also came to be baptized. “Teacher,” they asked, “what should we do?”

“Do not collect any more than you are authorized to do,” he told them.

               

Then some soldiers asked him, “And what should we do?”

St. Martin 

He replied, “Do not intimidate and do not accuse people falsely—be content with your pay.”

The people were waiting expectantly and were all wondering in their hearts if John might possibly be the Christ, the Messiah.

John answered them all, “I wash you with water. But one more powerful than I will come, the thongs of whose sandals I am not worthy to untie. He will wash you with the breath of the Holy Spirit and with fire. His winnowing fan is in his hand to clear his threshing floor and to gather the wheat into his barn, while he burns up the chaff with unquenchable fire.”

And with many and various exhortations John preached the good news to the people.

St. Johnstide

July 19, 2015

Luke 3: 7-18

A son or daughter derives much of their way of being from their parents. In many respects, (though not all), the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree, as the saying goes.

Beatus Escorial, wiki

John the Baptist tells the people coming to him to be baptized that they are yet ‘sons of the serpent’. That is to say that their life is organized around the uprighted serpent of their earthly senses, housed in the brain and spinal column. In a certain very real sense, our inherited physical constitution goes back to Adam and Eve, when this ‘serpent’ inserted itself into human evolution. We are all sons and daughters of the serpent, living by the senses.

But John has seen in Christ a new kind of human being. Seeing Christ gives him the image of a lamb, a young innocent who will nevertheless take on the burden of the world’s sin, which are the results of living only by the serpent.

We are called upon to become sons and daughters of the Lamb. We are to share the burdens of our fellow human beings; share our outer and inner wealth with them. We are not to unfairly heap more weight on them than they can carry. We are not to intimidate them or tarnish their reputation.

Becoming a son or daughter of the Lamb is no easy task. It includes undergoing a kind of purification by fire – a burning out of all the old serpentine ways of thinking and of acting solely for our own advantage.  What is of value in us will be winnowed out from what is useless in our nature. We prune and shape and cultivate our soul life, our very sense of self, so that it produces good spiritual fruits to offer to God and to our fellow brothers and sisters. 

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3rd St. Johnstide 2015, Who Can Be Trusted

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Florentine School, Wikimedia

John 3: 22-36

After this Jesus and his disciples came to the land of Judea. There he stayed with them and baptized. John also baptized; he was at Aenon near Salim, because there was much water there, and people came to him and were baptized. For John had not yet been imprisoned.

Then a dispute arose between the disciples of John and the Jews about the path of purification. And they came to John and said to him, “Master, he who came to you beyond the Jordan, to whom you bore witness – here he is, baptizing, and everyone is going to him.”

John answered, “No human being can grasp spiritual power for himself that is not given to him from the higher worlds. You yourselves can testify that I said, ‘I am not the Christ, but I have been sent before him.’

“He who has the bride, he is the bridegroom. But the friend of the bridegroom, who stands by and listens to him, he is filled with joy at the bridegroom’s voice. This joy of mine is now full. He must increase, but I must decrease.

He who descends from above, out of the spiritual world, is elevated above all beings of the earth. Whoever is only of the earth, whose being arises from the earthly, his word is also earthbound.

He who comes from the heavens is elevated above all who have arisen from the earthly. What he has seen and heard in the world of the spirit, to that he can bear direct witness, but no one accepts his testimony.

But whoever accepts his testimony, sets his seal to this: that God is true [truth] [that there is no higher truth than the reality of God]. Whoever God has sent, his words are filled with the power of divine thought, for God gives the spirit to human beings not according to human rules, but according to the creative power that he awakens in man.

The Father holds the Son surrounded in his love, and has given everything into his hands. Whoever trusts in the power of the Son within himself, he grows out of the earthly into timeless life.

Whoever cannot trust in the power of the Son within will not behold the world of life; rather the working might of the spirit world must one day burn him like a fire that will consume him.”

St. Johnstide

July 12, 2015

John 3: 22-36

There is a part of ourselves that wants to make things happen. And to do that, we need energy and power. After all, we can’t use our power tools without plugging them into an energy source! In this earthly world, we have figured out how to create our own energy sources for our power tools.

John the Baptist also speaks about the uses of power and spiritual energy sources. ‘No one can grasp spiritual power for himself that is not given to him from higher worlds,’ he says. John 3:27 In the spiritual world we don’t create power; we receive it. For the energy source to perform spiritual deeds is generated in the heavens. We have to ‘plug in’ to a higher source.

When John says ‘I must decrease,’ he is recognizing the source and energy in the universe, which is Christ. John recognizes that he himself must depend less and less upon his own self-generated deeds and come to receive more and more of what Christ wants to generate through him. The course of John’s outer life, his beheading, seems tragic. But we know that his life continues on another , more angelic level. He is the guiding spirit of the circle of the disciples. He inspires John the Evangelist’s gospel and Book of Revelation. For within himself John the Baptist trusts in the power of the Son, the Bridegroom, and grows out of the earthly into timeless life. John 3:36  

As Psalm 15 says:

Lord, who can be trusted with power,

and who may act in your place?

Those with a passion for justice,

who speak the truth from their hearts;

who have let go of selfish interests

and grown beyond their own lives;

who see the wretched as their family

and the poor as their flesh and blood.

They alone are impartial

and worthy of the people's trust.

Their compassion lights up the whole earth,

and their kindness endures forever.[i]

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[i] Psalm 15 (The Psalms, translations by Stephen Mitchell)