St.
Johnstide
John
1: 19-28, 29-34, 35-39
This
is the testimony of John, when the Jewish leaders sent priests and Levites from
Jerusalem to ask him, “Who are you?” Freely and openly he made confession. He
confessed, “I am not the Christ [the Anointed].”
“Are
you the prophet?” He answered, “No.”
Then
they said, “Who are you? What answer are we to give to those who sent
us? What do you say about yourself?”
He said in the words of the prophet Isaiah, “I am the voice of one crying in the loneliness: Prepare the way for the Lord [so that the Lord may enter into the inmost soul [self].”
And those who had been sent by the Pharisees asked him, “Why do you baptize if you are neither the Christ, nor Elijah, nor the prophet?”
John answered them, “I baptize with water. But someone is standing in your midst whom you do not know, who comes after me although he was before me. I am not worthy even to untie the strap of his sandals.”
This
took place in Bethany near the mouth of the Jordan where John was baptizing.
The
next day he [John] sees Jesus coming to him, and says, “Behold the Lamb of God
who takes upon himself the burden of the sin of the world. He it is of whom I
said: ‘After me comes one who was before me, for he is greater than I [for he is ahead of me].’ [After
me comes one who was (generated) before me, for he is the prototype.] Even I did not know
him; but for this I have come, and have baptized with water, so that human
souls in Israel might become able to experience the revelation of his being.”
Egbert Codex |
The next day John was again standing there, and two of his disciples were with him. And as he saw Jesus walking past, he said, “Behold, the [sacrificial] Lamb of God [through whom humanity’s sense of self will be purified.]”
The
two disciples heard him say this, and they followed Jesus. Then Jesus turned
and saw them following and said to them, “What are you seeking?”
They
answered, “Rabbi [Teacher], where are you
staying [where
do you live] [where do you take refuge]?”He
said, “Come and you will see!”
2nd St.
Johnstide
July 7, 2013
John 1: 19 – 39
Each of us, at the core of our being, has an eternal
self. This eternal Self clothes itself in different personalities, with its own
particular time and destiny. Our self-awareness is usually limited to our
current incarnation. The eternal core self is hard to find, hard to recognize.
When John the Baptist is asked who he is, he answers from
an awareness of his temporal self. ‘I am not Elijah, not the Christ, not the
prophet.’ At the same time he is clear about his personal destiny - that he
came to baptize.
He is also clear about Jesus’ identity. He sees past Jesus’ earthly personality to His eternal core as the Lamb of God, upon whom the Spirit of God descended and remained. And he is aware that his own destiny is to serve Christ Jesus.
Attention is not
concentration. Attention is
interest. If you’re interested in
something, then you’re attentive. And if
you’re attentive, you discover many things.