2nd Passiontide
John 6:1-15
After
this, Jesus crossed to the far shore
of the Sea of Galilee near Tiberius, and a
great crowd of people followed him because they had seen the signs of the Spirit
he had performed on those who were ill. Woloschina
Then Jesus went up on the
mountain and sat down there with his disciples. The Jewish Passover Feast was
near.
When Jesus raised his eyes to the world of the Spirit and beheld how crowds of people were coming toward him, he said to Philip, "Where shall we buy bread that all these people may eat?" He asked this to test his understanding and presence of mind, for he himself knew what he was going to do.
Philip answered him, "200 denarii [or, seven months wages] would not buy enough bread for them each to have only a little."
Another of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter's brother, spoke up, "A boy is here with five barley loaves and two small fish, but what are these among so many?"
Jesus said, "Let the people sit down in groups." There was plenty of green grass in that place, and the men sat down, about five thousand of them. Jesus then took the loaves, gave thanks, and gave to those seated, likewise of the fish, as much as they wanted.
Now when they were satisfied, he said to his disciples, "Gather up the fragments, that nothing be lost." So, they gathered them, and they filled twelve baskets with the fragments of the five barley loaves left over by those who had eaten.
Seeing the sign that he had done, the people said, "Truly, this is the prophet who is to come into the world." When Jesus became aware that they intended to come and make him king by force, he withdrew again to the mountain alone by himself.
2nd Passiontide
March 27, 2022
John 6:26-35
There are different kinds of thorns. One kind is a permanent woody part of the plant itself, such as the spurs on a citrus tree or hawthorne. Another is a removable part of the plant's skin—such as the prickle on a rose. It does not belong to the plant's deepest layers. Nevertheless, these prickles, like the stinger of a bee, can embed themselves and infect.
In the Passiontide prayers from the altar, we ask God not to focus on 'the sting of evil' in our hearts. The deepest core of our hearts, made by God, is good. But our hearts have been stung by the thorn of the adversary and are infected with evil. We are acutely aware of our common illness, which inflames us and causes us to wound others. At times, we may feel our inner selves to be lying on the ground, sick unto death. Our hearts need to be healed of their infections. The goodness of our core needs to be strengthened and nourished.
Christ, the divine Physician, came to nourish and strengthen our heart's core. He gives us the twelvefold bread from the stars, from his Father in the heavens, to nourish, strengthen and heal us.
We stand in awe before the gift He offers us, the bread of Himself. We may be inclined to rush in, almost greedy for healing. We may want the whole loaf. But He says in the words of Rumi:
Nibble
at me.
Don't
gulp me down.
How
often is it you have a guest in your house
who
can fix everything?*
To us, Catherine of Sienna adds:
A
thorn has entered your foot. That is why you
weep
at times at
night.
There
are some in this world
who
can pull it
out.
The
skill that takes they have
learned
from
Him. **
We take in the bread and wine to
become strong, to be healed, so that the good in the depths of our hearts may
endure. At the same time, we take it in not only for ourselves. We take it in
so that we, in turn, can help in the healing of others.
* Rumi, "Nibble at Me,"
in Love Poems from God, Daniel Ladinsky, p.64
** Catherine of Sienna, "That
Skill," in Love Poems from God, Daniel Ladinsky, p. 190.