5th Trinity III 2022, Divine Working Within

 5th Trinity III

Luke 18:35-43
 

Julia Stankova

It happened as he approached Jericho: a certain blind man was sitting by the road begging. Hearing the crowd going by, he wanted to know what was happening, and they told him Jesus of Nazareth was passing by. He cried out in a loud voice, "Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!"
 
Those leading the way threatened him and wanted him to be quiet. But he cried all the louder, "Son of David, have mercy on me!"
 
Jesus stopped and had him led to him. And Jesus said to him, "What do you want that I should do for you?"
 
He said to him, "Lord, that I may look up and see again."
 
And Jesus said to him, "Receive your sight. Through your faith and your trust, the power for healing has been awakened in you." [or, your faith has healed you.]
 
At that moment, his eyes were opened. He followed Him and thus revealed the working of the divine within the human being—and all who saw it praised God.
 
5^th Trinity III
August 21, 2022
Luke 18:35–43 
 
Christ is always willing to work with us. He moves along with us in our lives, always nearby. But a veil of opposition, all the attempts of the adversary to prevent a face-to-face encounter, blind us. Christ waits for us to call out to him. And with great respect, he asks us: “What do you want that I should do for you? (Luke 18:41).
 
What would each of us answer? What is our deepest wish?
 
The blind man asks for vision. His physical blindness is a metaphor for the blindness of all humanity. He is asking not only for the healing of his earthly sense of sight. He is also asking to be able to perceive the beings and workings of the upper worlds. He is asking for the healing of the old, deep wound; it was caused long ago by the Fall when we were catapulted out of conscious companionship with the angels. We are blind to their presence and working.
 

Julia Stankova

The blind man himself had taken the first few steps. He had overcome outer obstacles. He asks for a deeper level of healing, and because he is ripe for it, Christ can point out that the potential for healing is already within him. “Through your faith and trust,” he says, “the power for healing  [the old human wound] has been awakened within you” (Luke 18:42).
 
At that moment, his eyes are opened. And what
does he see? He sees the miraculous paradox. He sees standing before him the highest Son of God within the flesh of the noblest human being. God in the flesh.
 
In the Act of Consecration, we, too, have the opportunity to become seeing. We have overcome obstacles and resistances to arrive here. We ask that we, too, may look up and see. Our eyes open, and we perceive the miraculous paradox — the highest God in a body of bread and wine. And we begin to see on a higher and deeper level.
 
“Thus is revealed the working of the divine within the human being” (Luke 18:43).

4th Trinity III 2022, Tree of Life

 4th Trinity III

Luke 9:1-17 

He called the twelve together and gave them potent authority and formative power to work against all demonic mischief and heal all sickness.  And he sent them out to heal and to proclaim the Kingdom of God, appearing now on earth, the kingdom of human beings filled with God's spirit. 

And he said to them, "Take nothing with you on the way: no staff for support, no bag for collecting, neither bread nor money, nor change of clothes. If you enter a house, remain there until you go further. And where they do not accept you, leave their city and shake the dust from your feet as a sign that they have refused community with you." 

They left and walked through the villages of the country, announcing the joyful message of the new working of the kingdom of the angels and healing everywhere. 

Meanwhile, Herod the Tetrarch heard of all that was happening, and he was very perplexed, for some said, "John has risen from the dead," and others said that Elijah had appeared, and yet others, "One of the Prophets of old has risen again." And Herod said, "John, I have had beheaded; who now is this, about whom I hear all these things?" And he wished to see him himself. 

And the apostles returned and reported to Jesus everything that they had accomplished. So he gathered them to himself and retreated with them to a city called Bethsaida for special instruction. But the people became aware of it and followed him. He welcomed them and spoke to them of the Kingdom of God of the future, of the human kingdom on earth filled with the divine spirit, and he healed all who needed it. 

Woloschina

But the day began to decline. The twelve came up to him and said, "Send the crowd away so that they can reach the villages and farms in the vicinity and find food and lodging, for here we are in a deserted place." However, he said to them, "From now on, it falls to you; you give them to eat." 

They answered, "We have nothing but five loaves and two fish. Or shall we go and buy food for all of them?" There were about five thousand people. 

Then he said to the disciples, "Have them sit down in groups of fifty." And they did so, and all reclined. 

Then he took the five loaves and the two fish and, raising his soul to the spirit, gave thanks, broke them, and gave them to his disciples to distribute to the people. And they ate, and all were satisfied. And they took up the pieces that remained: twelve baskets full. 

4^th August Trinity

August 14, 2022

Luke 9:1–17 

Here in this gospel, the spirit, the life of God, begins to live and breathe within the human community. First, an in-breath — “He called the twelve together and gave them potent authority and formative power.” He breathes into the community of the twelve his powers of life, the power to order and to heal. 

And then he breathes the twelve themselves out into the world to bring his powers of life to others. He warns them first not to crowd out his spirit with stuff, to satisfy a need for sticks, bags, bread, and money. And so, free and unencumbered, they go forth, breathing out his healing and joyful spirit into the world.               

Then they return for another round of inbreathing, of inspiration. And Christ gathers them together again to deepen the working of his spirit into their community. Now they are not only able to order and heal. Now they are to join themselves together with his power to nourish, feed and sustain. “From now on,” he says, it falls to you to give them to eat.” 

For a moment, they are confused—food is surely something tangible, countable. And what they have isn’t enough. 

artist unknown

But he shows them that true nourishment and sustenance come from both a higher and yet a deeper level. They come from a level where living forces multiply themselves before they divide. 

Christ demonstrates the laws of how

this mysterious process works. He breathes out his own spirit up to the Father of all Life in a great outpouring of gratitude. In so doing, he makes his own spirit into the trunk of the great Tree of Life itself. His gratitude brings nourishment to this tree, a tree that is ever fruitful, ever-bearing. The fruits of this tree nourish by bestowing life itself in abundance. The community, united in thanks with Christ, is allowed to harvest and eat of the fruits of the tree of life. 

Together they give thanks. And together they eat and are satisfied. For with Christ, they had breathed themselves into the realm of multiplication — the realm where there is more than enough. Enough for all time, and for everywhere.

 

 

3rd Trinity III, 2022, Road Homeward

 3^rd Trinity III

Luke 15:1-32 

Tissot

Now many customs officials, despised by the people, who called them sinners and expelled them from their community, sought to be close to Jesus. They wanted to listen to him. The Pharisees and teachers of the law, however, were upset by this and said, "This man accepts sinners and eats with them!" 

So he told them this parable: 

"Who among you, having a hundred sheep and losing one of them, would not leave the ninety-nine in the open and go looking for the lost one until they find it? And when they have found it, they lay it on their shoulders rejoicing. And when they come home, they call together their friends and neighbors and say to them, 'Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep that was lost!' 

"I tell you, there will be more joy in the heavens over one human being, living in denial of the spirit, who changes their mind, than over the ninety-nine righteous who think they have no need of repentance. 

"Or

Tissot, Lost Coin

which woman, if she has ten silver coins and loses one, does not light a lamp, sweep the whole house and carefully search until she finds it? And when she has found it, she calls together her friends and neighbors and says, 'Rejoice with me, for I have found the coin that I had lost!' 

"In the same way, I tell you, there will be joy among the angels in the world of spirit over one human being living in denial of the spirit who manages to change their heart and mind." 

And he said further, "A certain man had two sons. The younger of them said to his father, 'Give me the share of the estate which falls to me.' And he divided his wealth between them. And not many days later, the younger son gathered everything together and went on a journey to a far country and squandered his estate in the enjoyment of loose living. When he had spent everything, a severe famine came over the land, and he began to be in need. So he went and attached himself to a citizen of the country who sent him out into his fields and let him herd swine. And he longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the swine were eating, but no one gave him anything. 

Tissot

"Then he came to himself and said, 'How many of my father's hired men have more than enough bread, but I am dying here of hunger. I will rise up and go to my father and say to him, 'Father, I have sinned against the higher world and against you. I am no longer worthy of being called your son. Make me one of your hired men [workers].' 

"So he rose up and traveled along the road to his father. When he was still a long way off, his father saw him, felt his misery, ran toward him, embraced him, and kissed him. And yet the son said, 'Father, I have sinned against the higher world and against you. I am no longer worthy of being called your son. Make me one of your hired men [workers].' 

"But the father called his servant to him. 'Quickly! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his hand and sandals on his feet and slaughter the fattened calf. Then we shall eat and be merry. For this, my son was dead and is risen to life. He was lost and is found again.' And they began to celebrate. 

Welden Andersen, Older Brother

"Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he returned home and came
near the house, he heard the sound of music and dancing. He called one of the servants to him and asked him what it meant. He gave him the news, 'Your brother has come home again. So in joy, your father has slaughtered the fattened calf because he has him back again safe and sound.' 

"The son grew dark with anger and didn't want to go in. But his father came out and pleaded with him. He, however, reproached his father saying, 'Look! For so many years, I have been with you and have never neglected one of your commands. But you never gave me so much as a goat that I might be merry with my friends. And now comes this son of yours who has eaten up your wealth in scandal, and you offer him the fattened calf.'

However, the father said to him, 'Child, you are always with me, and all that I have belongs to you too. But now we should be glad and rejoice; for this, your brother was dead and lives; he was lost and has been found again.' "

3^rd August Trinity

August 7, 2022

Luke 15:1–10 

The gospel reading speaks of lost things. The caretakers and owners are concerned. The shepherd brings the lost sheep back because it is in danger of losing its life. The woman searches for the lost coin because otherwise, it cannot exercise its value in supporting life’s necessities. 

It is not for nothing that in both cases, the parable stresses that what is important is the one, the single unique individual. It is not primarily belonging to a group, the herd, or collection that is important. What is stressed is singularity. 

The Pharisees and lawyers are concerned with belonging to the group and abiding by its rules. Anyone not abiding by the group’s rules is shunned. But that is like expelling a sheep from the flock for an imperfection or taking a coin out of circulation because it is tarnished. 

Julia Stankova

From where the angels stand, it is the unique value of each individual human spirit that is important. Tarnish, imperfections are accepted as a matter of course. It is the way we were made—incomplete. It is the survival of the human spirit that is the important thing. 

In Jesus’ time, the rising individuality of the human spirit was endangered by being forced to serve group cohesion. Those who inhabited the shadowy borderlands of the group, such as Jews who collected taxes on behalf of the hated Roman oppressors, were strangely on their own. They were souls working on being independent, becoming single individuals. And Christ accepts them and eats with them because they seek to be close to him. 

The spiritual world has enormous respect for our freedom. We are free to wander away, free to live in denial of the spirit. 

Christ came down from heaven to look for, to gather together lost and endangered souls. He and his angels seek after those who have wandered away from awareness of the spirit. They don’t want to lose us. They are concerned for the life of our spirits. 

They seek after us until we find them. 

Our shift of awareness, our turning to see who is following us, and our change of heart result from their spirits seeking ours. 

Allowing ourselves to work our way toward spirit consciousness is our choice.  

And there is great joy in the world of the angels over every unique individual who manages to notice that they are being sought after. The Good Shepherd rejoices when our awareness broadens, our hearts enlarge and open, and we turn and set ourselves on the road homeward.

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2nd Trinity III 2022, Hard to Surrender

 2^nd Trinity III

Matthew 7:1-29 

"Do not judge your fellow human beings, so that your judgment will not someday be visited upon yourself. For in the way you judge, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, you too will be measured. Why do you look to the splinter in your brother's eye but do not become aware of the beam in your own eye? And how can you say to your brother: "Wait, I will pull the splinter out of your eye" while there is a beam in your own eye. You hypocrite, first remove the log from your own eye, and then you may be able to see how to remove the splinter from your brother's eye. 

"Do not give what is holy to dogs, nor throw pearls to the swine, for these will tread them underfoot, and then turn upon you and tear you also to pieces. 

"Ask from the heart, and it will be given to your heart; seek and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you; for whoever asks in uprightness will receive; whoever earnestly seeks will find; whoever knocks, to them will be opened. Or are there among you those who when their son asks for bread would give him a stone, or when he asks for a fish would offer him a snake? If then you who, despite wickedness, know how to give good things to your children, how much more goodness will your Father in the heavens give to those who earnestly ask him for it. 

"All that you want that someone should do for you, do first for them. This is the true content of the Law and the Prophets. 

Narrow Gate, David Hayward

"Walk through the narrow gate, for the gate is
wide, and the path is easy that leads to ruin [the abyss], and many are they who walk it. But narrow is the gate and difficult the path that leads to Life, and it is only the individual who finds it.  

"Be on your guard against false prophets of healing. They come to you in the garments of peaceful lambs but inwardly are rapacious wolves. You shall recognize them by the fruits of their deeds. Never will you harvest grapes from a thorn bush, nor figs from thistles. Every noble tree brings forth good fruit, but a wild tree only forms unusable fruit. A noble tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a wild tree cannot form good fruit. A tree that does not bring forth good fruit will be cut down and put in the fire. Therefore, recognize them by the fruits of their deeds. 

"Not everyone who addresses me with 'Lord! Lord!' can be taken up into the kingdom; only whoever accomplishes the will of my Father in the heavens. In the future, when the light of God breaks over the earthly darkness, many will call to me. They will say, 'Lord! Lord! have we not worked in advance for your revelation? Have we not driven out spirits of destruction in honor of you? Have we not gathered multiple powers for your word?' 

"Then I will freely say to them, 'I do not know you. My paths are not your paths. Depart from me, for you serve the forces of chaos [the downfall of the world].'

"Everyone who hears such words from me and acts accordingly will be like someone who wisely built their house on bedrock. The clouds burst, the waves rose, the winds blew and beat against that house. But it did not totter, for it was founded upon the rock. 

"However, whoever hears such words from me and does not act accordingly is like someone who foolishly builds their house upon sand. The rain comes down, the floods rise, the winds blow and beat upon the house, and it collapses with a great crash." 

When Jesus had finished saying this, the people were greatly moved, for he spoke to them out of spiritual authority, as if the powers of creation themselves spoke out of him, and not like their teachers of the law [or, canon-lawyers].  

2^nd August Trinity

July 31, 2022

Matthew 7:15–27 

In the spring half of its growth cycle, a fruit tree is all about manifesting. First its blossoms break forth, then its tender green leaves that broaden into summer’s crown. But the second half has to do with ripening something hidden: small living seeds, hidden in green fruit, hiding among the green leaves. They have to do with developing something that will survive autumn’s death: Seeds that will outlive the winter. 

What kind of trees are our souls? Are they cultivated, nourished, pruned, cared-for? Or like wild trees, left to fend for themselves, to eke out their existence in a hostile environment? For the important fact about our souls, and the lives they produce, is that we ourselves are both tree and gardener. We ourselves are called upon to recognize and work with our own nature. 

The fruits of noble souls are characterized by a fulsome beauty and regularity of form, by a robust generosity, flavored with a certain sweetness, nourishing others. Noble souls nourish the seeds of a life that will survive death. 

But like wild trees, untended souls create fruits that are dry and hard, measly and bitter, often corrupted from within. For such a wild tree, being turned into warming, useful firewood is an act of redemption. 

To do the will of the Father is to care for souls so that they become fruitful. So that they nourish others; so that they can offer themselves to nourish the Father’s purposes, to surrender to his greater life in the realm beyond the threshold of death. Eventually the tree will die. Its essence will be reduced to either seed or ash. 

For as Rilke says,* 

we are only the rind and the leaf.

The great death that each of us carries inside

is the fruit.

Everything enfolds it. 

For untended souls, he continues, it is 

 … hard to surrender what you never received.

Their exit has no grace or mystery

It’s a little death, hanging dry and measly

Like a fruit inside them that never ripened. 

God gives us each our own death

The dying that proceeds

from each of our lives

the way we loved

the meanings we made…. 

*Rilke, Book of Hours, Barrows and Macy, pages 130-132.

 

 

1st Trinity III, 2022, You Are The Christ

 

1st Trinity III

Mark 8:27 - Mark 9:1 

And Jesus went on with his disciples into the region of Caesarea Philippi (in the north of the land at the source of the Jordan where the Roman Caesar was worshiped as a divine being). And on the way there, he asked the disciples (and said to them), "Who do people say that I am?" 

They said to him, "Some say that you are John the Baptist; others say, Elijah, still others that you are one of the prophets." 

Then he asked them, "And you, who do you say that I am?'

Then Peter answered, "You are the Christ." 

And Jesus warned them not to tell anyone about him. 

And he began to teach them, "The Son of Man must suffer much and will be rejected by the leaders of the people, by the elders and the teachers of the law, and he will be killed, and after three days he will rise again." Freely and openly, he told them this.

Tissot, Get Thee Behind Me, Satan

Then Peter took him aside and began to urge him not to let this happen. He, however, turned around, looked at his disciples, and reprimanded Peter, saying to him, "Withdraw from me; now the adversary is speaking through you! Your thinking is not divine but merely human in nature." 

And he called the crowd together, including his disciples, and said to them, "Whoever would follow me must practice self-denial and take up their cross and follow me. For whoever is concerned about the salvation of their own soul will lose it, but whoever gives their life for my sake and the sake of the gospel, their soul will find power and healing. For what use is it to a human being to gain the whole world if through that they damage their soul, which falls victim to the power of an empty darkness? What then can they give as ransom for their soul? In this present humanity, which denies the spirit and lives in error, whoever is ashamed of me and my words, of them the Son of Man will also be ashamed when he comes in the shining revelation of the Father among his holy angels." 

And he said to them, "The truth I say to you, among those who are standing here, there are some who will not taste death before they behold the kingdom of God arising in human beings, revealing itself in the power and magnificence of the spirit." 

1st  Trinity III

July 24, 2022

Mark 8:27-9:1

Collot d'Herbois

When we receive a newborn infant, our healthy instinct is to protect them. We wrap them, cover them, hold them. We keep them away from noise and harsh light. For we sense that their tenderness, their very newness, would be violated by too much of the world.

Christ asks Peter: Who do you say that I am? And in that very instant, a recognition is born. Peter answers: You are the Christ!

Why would Jesus be so insistent that his disciples not tell anyone about him? Because something had been newborn into humanity. And it needed protection.

What was newborn was first of all Christ himself—so recently sent down by God, baptized. He needed protection from the destructive powers of the world. Not forever—for as he goes on to say, he will suffer and die at the hands of the people. But not yet.

The second and almost equally important newborn thing in humanity is the human recognition of him, here on earth, within another human being. Peter’s recognition, that Jesus is the Christ, the long-awaited Son of God become Son of Man, is another tender newborn, the faculty to recognize the divine. This, too, needs protection from the all too earthly adversarial forces. Such forces exist within Peter, within all of us, as thoughts about avoiding suffering. ‘Now the adversary is speaking through you. Your thinking is not divine but merely human in nature,’ Christ says in response.

It is human nature to protect—newborns, friends, the newly discovered God within. But ultimately, the path of the divine is one of suffering and death, and then of resurrection into yet another newborn level of existence. The divine is to be nurtured and protected for a little while. Yet its ultimate aim is not self-protection, but self-offering, self-sacrifice. When time is ripe, the disciples will be told to go out and preach the good news everywhere. But to do so now would prematurely arouse the destructive forces against the newborn.

In the Act of Consecration, we have once again the possibility of an intimate encounter with Christ. We could hear him asking us, ‘Who do you say that I am?’ Once again, we have the opportunity to recognize him. We will protect and nurture this recognition of the I AM within our hearts. And when time is ripe, we, too, will spread the good news.

 

4th Johnstide 2022, His Great Heart

Johnstide

Matthew 11:2-15 

Master of Astorga, John in Prison

When John heard in prison about the deeds of
Christ, he sent his disciples to ask him, "Are you the one who is to come, or should we expect someone else?" 

Jesus replied, "Go back and report to John what you hear and see: the blind receive sight, the lame walk, those who have leprosy are cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are awakened, and those who have become poor receive the message of salvation. Blessed are those who are not offended by my Being." 

When they had gone, Jesus began to speak about John. "Why did you go out into the desert? Did you want to see a reed swaying in the wind? Or was it something else you wanted to see? Did you want to see a man in splendid garments? Those in splendid garments are in the palaces of kings. Did you go to see a man who is initiated into the mysteries of the Spirit, a prophet? Yes, I say to you—he is more than a prophet. He it is of whom it is written:               

Behold, I will send my angel before your face;

He shall prepare the way of your working in human hearts

So that your Being may be revealed.

 "The truth I say to you: among all who are born of women, not one has risen up who is greater than John the Baptist, and yet the least in the kingdom of heaven is greater than he. From the days of John the Baptist, and even more, now, the kingdom of heaven is advancing and will arise within human beings through the power of the will; those who exert themselves can freely grasp it. The deeds of the prophets and the content of the Law are words of the Spirit that were valid [worked into the future] until the time of John. And if you want to accept it, he is Elijah who is to come. Whoever has ears to hear, let them hear." 

4^th Johnstide

June 17, 2022

Matthew 11: 2-15 

This gospel reading teaches us about remembering and forgetting. 

John the Baptist had seen the Spirit of Christ descend like a dove upon Jesus of Nazareth and remain there. He repeatedly witnessed and spoke of the importance of this new divine-human spiritual constellation in Jesus. Yet now in prison, John seems to have forgotten what he knew. Or perhaps it was a question of expectations. 

Marie Lavie, John the Baptist

"Are you the Messiah who is to come, or shall we expect someone else?" he asks.

Meanwhile, Christ has not forgotten who John is. He honors him, his forerunner, his baptizer, and his spiritual brother. Furthermore, he can speak of John's significance, the meaning of John's life and stature, seen both from earthly and heavenly perspectives. 

John, imprisoned both in an outer dungeon and in a failing bodily instrument, approaches his death, his sleep, and his forgetting. Christ embraces and holds John's being in his divine-human consciousness. Christ knows who John truly is, not only in this lifetime but in the previous—"He is Elijah who is to come"*. He knows who John will be in the future. And Christ holds in safekeeping John's true, eternal identity, the identity, which survives forgetting, and death, which moves from life to life. 

Christ is the keeper, the shepherd of our true selves. He carries them in his great heart, holding them in his great all-embracing consciousness. He holds them against the day when in beholding and recognizing him, in experiencing his great I AM, we will also recognize and remember ourselves. 

*Matthew 11:14

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3rd Johnstide 2022, God's Appalling Goodness

Johnstide

John 1:19-34

 

Tissot

This is John's testimony when the Jewish leaders sent priests and Levites from Jerusalem to ask him, "Who are you?" 

Freely and openly, he confessed. He did not deny but confessed, "I am not the Christ [the Anointed]." 

Then they asked him, "Who are you then? Are you Elijah?" 

And he said, "No, I am not." 

"Are you the prophet?" He answered, "No." 

Then they said, "Who are you? What answer are we to give to those who sent us? What do you say about yourself?" 

He said in the words of the prophet Isaiah, "I am the voice of one crying in the loneliness: Prepare the way for the Lord [so that the Lord may enter into the inmost soul [or, inmost self]." 

And those sent by the Pharisees asked him, "Why do you baptize if you are neither the Christ, nor Elijah, nor the prophet?" 

John answered them, "I baptize with water. But someone is standing in your midst whom you do not know, who comes after me although he was before me. I am not worthy even to untie the strap of his sandals." 

This took place in Bethany near the mouth of the Jordan, where John was baptizing. 

Grunewald

The next day he [John] sees Jesus
coming to him and says, "Behold the Lamb of God who takes upon himself the burden of the sin of the world. He it is of whom I said: 'After me comes one greater than I  for he existed long before me. Even I did not know him; but for this, I have come, and have baptized with water so that human souls in Israel might become able to experience the revelation of his being." 

And John testified: "I saw how the Spirit descended upon him like a dove from the heavens and remained united with him. I did not know him, but he who sent me to baptize with water said to me, 'He on whom you see the Spirit descend so that it remains united with him, he it is who baptizes with the (breath of the) Holy [or, Healing] Spirit.' And I saw this, and so I testify that this is God's Son." 

3^rd Johnstide

July 14, 2022

John 1:19-34 

Both illness and recovery are mysterious processes. Out of the blue, it seems, we “catch” a cold. We run a fever. No matter what we do, we don’t recover until the illness has run its course. Then healing, equally mysterious, arrives too, on its own. We can experience healing as grace. 

In the seasonal prayer, St. John the Baptist speaks in words of flame. His flame words are first described as health-bearing: all human souls are suffering from an illness, the sickness of being separated from their own divine origin. John’s health-bearing flame word is like a soul-fever, designed to aid the process of healing.

His flame words are also ‘guilt-conscious.’ In the light and heat of the fire of his words, we become aware that we are ill. We were created in God’s image and likeness. Our illness means that we are failing to live up to our truly divine human nature and task. The sickness of sin has laid us low. As one of the mystics, Blessed Angela of Foligno, describes it: 

When I enter that darkness, I cannot

recall a bit about anything human,

or about the God-man.* 

Once awareness does arrive, burning shame and guilt are the result. 

But John’s words are also ‘grace-divining.’ In our state of illness, we look for medicine and healing. And it has indeed been given us. It is in the descending of the true Spirit of the human being, the Healing Spirit, into Jesus, the Christ. He takes upon Himself the burden of the sin, the separation of the world from its divine origins. He is the medicine for our illness. 

The burning fever of the longing for healing is found in the depth of the heart. It is this flame of longing that begins the process of purification, in which the heart rises in love toward our Healer. Health-bearing, guilt-conscious, grace-divining describe the interaction between the human and the divine. 

Again the mystic: 

The [healing] embrace of God puts fire to the soul,

by which the soul entire is felt to burn

for Christ, accompanied by a light so great the soul

suspects the immensity of God’s appalling goodness.**

 

*Blessed Angela of Foligno, “The Darkness,” in Love’s Immensity, by Scott Cairns, p. 89.

**Ibid, “His Blazing Embrace,” pg. 88.

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