Showing posts with label Lord of Karma. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Lord of Karma. Show all posts

Sunday, September 10, 2017

8th August/September Trinity 2016, The Food that Fills (Redux)

8th August Trinity
Luke 17: 5-10

And the apostles said to the Lord, “Strengthen our faith!”
And the Lord said, “If you had faith as full of life as a mustard seed, you could say to this sycamine [mulberry] tree: be uprooted and be planted in the sea!  And it would obey you.

Van Gogh
Who among you who has a servant for plowing or for herding sheep, who will say to him when he comes home from the field, “Come at once and sit down at table?” Rather you will say, “Prepare the meal for me, put on your apron and wait on me until I eat and drink; afterward you can eat and drink too.” Does the servant deserve special thanks for doing his duty? Think of yourselves like that; when you have done all that you have been told to do, then say: “we are feeble servants, we have only done what we were obliged to do.”

8th August Trinity
Sep 11, 2016
Luke 17: 5-10

There is a children’s story about a lazy young woman, freshly married. Instead of sleeping in, she needed to step up and take hold of the running of a large household farming enterprise.  Other household workers were waiting for her orders. She had to learn to direct the household servants so that the whole enterprise, including the servants, would thrive and be fed.

Perhaps today’s reading is awkward for us. We don’t have servants. And we want to be kind. But perhaps we can look at the servant/master relationship as parts of ourselves that need to come into a healthy hierarchical relationship.

There are parts of our souls that are meant to serve us. Our desire life serves best when it serves the inner master, when it is harnessed for work and caring for others. The soul’s inner master is the I, that part of us which focuses and makes decisions about the work and the caring. Desires in and of themselves can’t be allowed to take precedence, like the lazy wife who desired to stay in bed.

Christ’s use of this metaphor, of course, goes further. It points to our own relationship as servants to the Master of the Universe, to the Lord of Karma. Our task is to offer him food first – then we will be fed. 

The Act of Consecration is the pattern for this. We offer him our noblest and purest thoughts and feelings, our loving devotion. He then has something to transform, to offer us in return as nourishment and strengthening. We bring these offerings because we need to offer him something positive in compensation for our natural errors, weaknesses, and failures. We are feeble servants, only doing what we are obliged to do. But we can have faith and trust that when we do our poor part, when we do our inner and outer work, when we serve Him first, we will, in turn, be nourished and strengthened. 

Albert Steffen wrote*:

Nicole Helbig
I walk through the tilled red land:
The seed sleeps.
I walk through green crops:

The stem shoots up.
I walk through golden fields:
The grain ripens.
I find the miller
And the miller says:
The earth is the face
Of the Son of Man,
And ‘he who eats my bread,
Sets his foot upon me’**
I kneel down
And he offers me the food
That fills, permeates, me
On my earthly journey.


*quoted in Rudolf Steiner's Gesamt Ausgabe (Collected Works) Vol. 36, p. 200 (in German)

** 'He who shares my bread has lifted up his heel against me,' Jn 13:18, Psalm 41:9


Sunday, January 24, 2016

3rd Epiphany 2016, Letting Go

3rd Epiphany
Jesus Heals Leper

Matthew 8, 1-13

When he came down from the mountain, large crowds followed him. And behold, a man with leprosy approached him, and kneeling down before him said, “Lord, if you are willing, you are able to make me clean.”

Jesus stretched out his hand and touched him saying, “I am willing; be cleansed.”

And immediately he was cleared of his leprosy. And Jesus said to him, “See that you tell no one. But go and show yourself to the priests and offer to them the gift that Moses commanded as a testimony of your cleansing.”

When Jesus had entered Capernaum, a Roman captain, leader of a hundred soldiers, approached him, pleading with him and saying, “Lord, my boy lies at home, paralyzed, suffering great pain.”

Jesus said to him, “I will come and heal him.”

The centurion answered, saying, “Lord, I am not worthy to have you enter under my roof. Just say a word, and my boy will be healed. For I myself am a man under authority, with soldiers under me. If I say one word to this one—‘Go, ’  he goes, and if I tell another ‘Come,’ he comes. If I tell my servant ‘Do this,’ he does it.
Jesus Heals Centurion's Boy

Hearing this, Jesus was amazed and said to those following him, “Amen, the truth I tell you, I have not found anyone in Israel with such great power of trust. And I tell you, that many will come from the east and from the west and will take their places at the feast with Abraham and Isaac and Jacob in the kingdom of the heavens. But the sons of the kingdom will be cast out into the darkness of [godforsaken] external existence, where there will be wailing and gnashing of teeth.”

And Jesus said to the centurion, “Go home.  Let it be done to you as you have believed.”

And the boy was healed in that hour.



3rd Epiphany
January 24, 2016
Matthew 8, 1-13

If we hold a stone, we trust that if we let go, it will fall to the ground. If it is a helium balloon, we trust that if we let go, it will rise to the sky. It does no good to demand that they do otherwise than what God has ordained them to do.

In the gospel reading, a lowly outcast approaches Jesus, and in courage and trust asks to be healed. He trusts that Jesus will heal him if Jesus wills it. And a high officer does the same. He approaches Jesus in humility for the sake of another. He trusts Jesus the same way he would trust his own commanding officer. It is their trust in Christ that allows for their healing. The souls are healthy; only the body is ill. They ask, and then they cede control; they let go and bow in humility before God’s will.


Roland Tiller
In our lives, too, we can trust in Christ’s destiny guidance. We can ask in humility for cleansing and healing. And in humility we can let go of control, trusting in what God has ordained.

And at the same time, we can trust that whatever the outcome, whether we rise or fall, Christ is accompanying the direction of our lives, and especially the direction of our souls. As it says in the service, our ‘housing’ may be sick, yet Christ’s creative word enables us to change and evolve; our souls can become healthy. Our humble courage and trust in asking for soul healing makes straight the paths of the Lord of Karma into our lives.