1st February Trinity 2011, Blossoming

4^th Epiphany

John 5: 1-18

Some time later, there was a Jewish feast, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem. Now there is in Jerusalem, near the Sheep’s Gate, a pool, called Bethesda in Hebrew, which is surrounded by 5 covered porches. Here lay a great many invalids, the blind, the lame [crippled], the weak [withered], waiting for the water to begin moving. For from time to time a powerful angel of the Lord descended into the pool and stirred up the waters. The first one in the pool after such a disturbance would be cured of whatever ailment he had.

And there was a certain man there who had been an invalid for 38 years. When Jesus saw him lying there and became aware that he had been ill for so long, he asked him,

“Do you want [have the will] to become whole?”

The invalid answered him, “Lord [Sir], I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred. While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me.”

Then Jesus said to him, “Rise up, take up your pallet, and walk.”  At once the man was healed and picked up his pallet and walked.

           

However it was the Sabbath on that day. Therefore the Jewish leaders said to the man who was healed, “It is the Sabbath; the law forbids you to carry your pallet.”

But he replied, “The man who healed me said to me, “take up your pallet and walk!”

And they asked him, “Who is the man who said to you ‘take it up and walk’?”

But the one who was healed had no idea who it was, for Jesus had slipped away, as there was a crowd in the place.

Later, Jesus found him in the Temple and said to him, “Take to heart what I say: Behold, you have become whole. Sin no more, lest your destiny bring you something worse.”

The man went away and told the Jewish leaders that Jesus was the one who had healed him. That is why they persecuted Jesus and sought to kill him, because he did these things on the Sabbath.

Then he himself countered them with the words, “Until now my Father has worked, and from now on I also work.”

Then they sought all the more to kill him, because not only had he broken the Sabbath, but also because he had called God his own Father and had set himself equal to God.

1^st February Trinity

February 6, 2011

John 5: 1-18

In the life of the plant, the blossom is both an end and a beginning. It is the culmination of a long process of leafing and transformation. At the same time, in order to serve Life, the blossom must be pollinated, fructified by bees or wind, and set fruit. For it is the fruit and its seeds that ensure that life will continue.

The man who was ill for thirty-eight years experiences a blossoming in the warm urging of the Christ Sun. He rises and walks. But this healing will not serve his ongoing life unless the man allows the grace and mercy shown to him to be fructified, to set fruit within his own soul. He cannot continue inwardly in the same old way, cut off from the society of his fellow human beings, cut off from the workings of the angels.

Unfortunately he seems to misunderstand what his re-entry into society means. He returns to the leadership and tells them who was the source of his healing. This sets into motion a long series of events in which Jesus is persecuted and eventually killed.

And yet—even this serves a greater pattern. For Christ’s death becomes the portal to higher Life for us all.

We all participate in the killing of the Christ impulse for love and healing. We stray from love; we deny love; we are too weak to accept and participate in love.

And yet we are here, at the service, in His presence. We take in His healing love in bread and wine. He supplies what we lack, because we have answered the question he poses to us all—Is it your will to become whole?

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1st February Trinity 2012, Loving the World

1st February Trinity

Matthew 20: 1-16

The kingdom of the heavens is like a man, the master of his house, who went out early in the morning to hire workers for his vineyard. Agreeing to pay them one denarius a day, he sent them out into his vineyard.

At about 9 o’clock he went out and saw others standing in the marketplace, and he said to them, “Go also into my vineyard, and I will give you whatever is right.” So they went.

He went out again at about noon and at 3 o’clock and did the same. At 5 o’clock he went out and found others standing there, and he said to them, “Why do you stand here all day idle?” They said, “Because no one has hired us.” He said, “You, too, go into the vineyard.”

And when evening came, the master of the vineyard said to his steward, “Call the workers and give them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on to the first.”

Those who had been hired at 5 o’clock came forward, and each received one denarius. Therefore, when it was the turn of those who were hired first, they expected to receive more. However, they too also received one denarius each. They took it, but they began to grumble against the master of the house. “These men who were hired last only worked one hour, and you have made them equal to us, who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.”

However, he answered one of them, saying, “Friend, I am not being unjust to you. Did you not agree with me for one denarius? Take what you have earned and go. I wish to give to the man hired last the same as I give to you. Have I not the right to do as I wish with what is mine? Or do you give me an evil look because I am generous? Thus will the last be first and the first will one day be last. “

 1^st February Trinity

Feb 5, 2012

Matthew 20:1-16

The story in today’s reading seems to be about fairness. Those who worked the entire day feel entitled to more than a day’s wage, because those who seemed to do less received the same day’s wage.

But on a social level, the story is actually about a generosity that is beyond fairness. The master, the great and generous heart of the world, would give daily bread, sustenance to all. Human dignity requires that all be sustained, regardless of circumstance. That is also our own human task—to work to feed others, not just ourselves.

On yet another level, this story is also about the wider reasons we labor on earth at all. Each day we come back from the fields of night, where we received our inspirations for the work of earth. We are all day laborers working on our own sense of self, our own integrity, our own great-heartedness. To be without outer work is to suffer loss of meaning, loss of relationships to others, loss of a sense of self and one’s place in the community.

For we have all come to labor on the fields of earth to build up our own inner strength, and to join with others in doing God’s work of earth. The poet Mary Oliver wrote:

My work is loving the world.

….Let me

keep my mind on what matters,

which is my work,

which is mostly standing still and learning to be

astonished.

Which is mostly rejoicing….

which is gratitude, to be given a mind and a heart

and these body-clothes,

a mouth with which to give shouts of joy

to the moth and the wren, to the sleepy dug-up clam,

telling them all, over and over, how it is

that we live forever.[1]

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[1] Mary Oliver, “Messenger”, in Thirst

1st February Trinity 2013, Expecting More

1st February Trinity

Matthew 20: 1-16

The kingdom of the heavens is like a man, the master of his house, who went out early in the morning to hire workers for his vineyard. Agreeing to pay them one denarius a day, he sent them out into his vineyard.

At about 9 o’clock he went out and saw others standing in the marketplace, and he said to them, “Go also into my vineyard, and I will give you whatever is right.” So they went.

He went out again at about noon and at 3 o’clock and did the same. At 5 o’clock he went out and found others standing there, and he said to them, “Why do you stand here all day idle?” They said, “Because no one has hired us.” He said, “You, too, go into the vineyard.”

And when evening came, the master of the vineyard said to his steward, “Call the workers and give them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on to the first.”

Those who had been hired at 5 o’clock came forward, and each received one denarius. Therefore, when it was the turn of those who were hired first, they expected to receive more. However, they too also received one denarius each. They took it, but they began to grumble against the master of the house. “These men who were hired last only worked one hour, and you have made them equal to us, who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.”

However, he answered one of them, saying, “Friend, I am not being unjust to you. Did you not agree with me for one denarius? Take what you have earned and go. I wish to give to the man hired last the same as I give to you. Have I not the right to do as I wish with what is mine? Or do you give me an evil look because I am generous? Thus will the last be first and the first will one day be last. “

First February Trinity

February 3, 2013

Matthew 20: 1-16

In the economic sphere, modern thinking often applies a hierarchical standard based on production numbers. And what one is paid is often kept secret.

Amazing that the gospel presents a pay situation of full disclosure. The master contracts with each worker for just enough to support his life for a day. Those working more hours did not earn more. Nor did those who worked fewer earn less. Each simply received the day’s need, for doing as much as they could. The day’s wages are given on the basis of daily need and on human dignity, not on the number of hours worked.

Christ offers this story as a likeness of the kingdom of the heavens, which is a kingdom arising in human hearts. He shows us that expecting more than, more than what others get, more recognition, more praise, more pay than others, is not what we human beings on earth have actually contracted for. For the true being of the economic sphere flourishes in an atmosphere of brotherhood.

 

We have all agreed to work on fields of earth. Our work on earth gives us the opportunity to earn both the integrity of our selfhood, and a healthy relationship to our fellow workers.

In order to develop both, we must avoid comparisons. Some come early to the field, some late. Comparing ourselves with others, and expecting more for ourself is deadly here. It poisons our both integrity and our cooperation. For we have no way of knowing another human being’s true standing. And we have no right to denigrate their contribution to the work.

All we can be sure of is that the Master’s task is urgent—the harvest needs to be brought in. And we need all the workers we can get. It’s not about what is more advantageous to me or even about what appears to be fair. We are working for the Father. The Father will give us what we need for our daily bread. 

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1st February Trinity 2014, Generous Reward

1st February Trinity

Matthew 20: 1-16

 

The kingdom of the heavens is like a man, the master of his house, who went out early in the morning to hire workers for his vineyard. Agreeing to pay them one denarius a day, he sent them out into his vineyard.

At about 9 o’clock he went out and saw others standing in the marketplace, and he said to them, “Go also into my vineyard, and I will give you whatever is right.” So they went.

He went out again at about noon and at 3 o’clock and did the same. At 5 o’clock he went out and found others standing there, and he said to them, “Why do you stand here all day idle?” They said, “Because no one has hired us.” He said, “You, too, go into the vineyard.”

And when evening came, the master of the vineyard said to his steward, “Call the workers and give them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on to the first.”

Those who had been hired at 5 o’clock came forward, and each received one denarius. Therefore, when it was the turn of those who were hired first, they expected to receive more. However, they too also received one denarius each. They took it, but they began to grumble against the master of the house. “These men who were hired last only worked one hour, and you have made them equal to us, who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.”

 

However, he answered one of them, saying, “Friend, I am not being unjust to you. Did you not agree with me for one denarius? Take what you have earned and go. I wish to give to the man hired last the same as I give to you. Have I not the right to do as I wish with what is mine? Or do you give me an evil look because I am generous? Thus will the last be first and the first will one day be last. “

1^st February Trinity

February 9, 2014

Matthew 20:1-16

This gospel reading about the workers in the vineyard has meaning on many levels. Commonly it is read as a lesson in social justice. This story is also a metaphor for our many lives on earth.

We are all wanting to work on the earth for the Kingdom of the Heavens. Some of us arrive early in the Earth-Day and have labored long. Some of us arrive later, and some barely in time. At the end of the aeon, the end of the Earth-Day, we all receive the same reward—the ‘one denarius’ of our completed selfhood. That is what we have agreed upon with the Master. We each receive the same unique one-ness. The mistake is in thinking that we deserve more than others.

We are all laboring together. Some must labor for selfhood long and hard, with suffering; others seem to acquire it with less effort; but they too have suffered; they have suffered the meaninglessness of not being engaged in the work.  But a selfhood that operates in love is the generous reward of the Master of the kingdom of the heavens; it is the reward for those who show up for the Great Work, no matter how early or late they come to it. The poet says:

A certain day became a presence to me;

there it was, confronting me -- a sky, air, light:

a being. And before it started to descend

from the height of noon, it leaned over

and struck my shoulder as if with

the flat of a sword, granting me

honor and a task. The day's blow

rang out, metallic -- or it was I, a bell awakened,

and what I heard was my whole self

saying and singing what it knew: I can.[1]

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[1] Denise Levertov, “Variation On A Theme By Rilke (The Book of Hours, Book I, Poem 1, Stanza 1)” in Breathing the Water

4th Epiphany 2007, Failure to Thrive

4^th Epiphany

John 5: 1-18

Some time later, there was a Jewish feast, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem. Now there is in Jerusalem, near the Sheep’s Gate, a pool, called Bethesda in Hebrew, which is surrounded by 5 covered porches. Here lay a great many invalids, the blind, the lame [crippled], the weak [withered], waiting for the water to begin moving. For from time to time a powerful angel of the Lord descended into the pool and stirred up the waters. The first one in the pool after such a disturbance would be cured of whatever ailment he had.

And there was a certain man there who had been an invalid for 38 years. When Jesus saw him lying there and became aware that he had been ill for so long, he asked him,

“Do you want [have the will] to become whole?”

The invalid answered him, “Lord [Sir], I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred. While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me.”

Then Jesus said to him, “Rise up, take up your pallet, and walk.”  At once the man was healed and picked up his pallet and walked.

           

However it was the Sabbath on that day. Therefore the Jewish leaders said to the man who was healed, “It is the Sabbath; the law forbids you to carry your pallet.”

But he replied, “The man who healed me said to me, “take up you pallet and walk!”

And they asked him, “Who is the man who said to you ‘take it up and walk’?”

But the one who was healed had no idea who it was, for Jesus had slipped away, as there was a crowd in the place.

Later, Jesus found him in the Temple and said to him, “Take to heart what I say: Behold, you have become whole. Sin no more, lest your destiny bring you something worse.”

The man went away and told the Jewish leaders that Jesus was the one who had healed him. That is why they persecuted Jesus and sought to kill him, because he did these things on the Sabbath.

Then he himself countered them with the words, “Until now my Father has worked, and from now on I also work.”

Then they sought all the more to kill him, because not only had he broken the Sabbath, but also because he had called God his own Father and had set himself equal to God.

4^th Epiphany

January 28, 2007

John 5: 1-18

There are two kinds of extremes in the way our soul conducts itself. One extreme might be called “too tight a grip”. It is the temptation to plan and control everything and everyone, down to the last minute and penny. There is no room, no gap for the divine spark to ignite.

The other extreme might be called the soul’s “failure to thrive”. In this extreme, the soul is weak and lamed; it blames everyone and everything outside of itself for its own failures. “I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred…someone always gets there ahead of me.” John 5:7

In the story Christ first raises the man’s awareness with His question: is it your will to become whole? The man’s answer is essentially a divided one: “Yes, but….” So Christ supplies the missing strength. Thirty-eight years of paralysis have built up some measure of resolve in the man; Christ adds what is lacking.

Yet the man’s soul weakness, which was at the basis of his bodily paralysis, continues to be evident. He is still not yet sovereign over what happens. When others tell him he shouldn’t be carrying his pallet, he tries to justify himself by shifting the blame for breaking the Sabbath onto Jesus. Excuses again.

So Jesus finds him in the Temple and offers follow-up therapy. “You have become whole; sin no more, lest your destiny bring you something worse.” John 5:14

The paralytic’s sin consists of not be able to act out of his own initiative, out of his own integrity. He has literally been raised to a new level. If he goes back to his old ways, his destiny will be forced to take more extreme measures in order to enforce his continuing evolution and growth. Once a higher level of functioning has been reached in the soul, there is no going back.

Here, in consecrating ourselves, we offer our integrity, or at least as much of the broken pieces of it we can gather up. The formative character of Christ’s body helps us consolidate our efforts, our soul’s gains. The fire of the wine mixed with water strengthens our will, dissolves our souls’ hardness, and helps us move forward. We cannot do it all by ourselves. Yet neither can Christ. Bit by bit a lifetime of weakness is given strength by what Christ adds to our own efforts at destiny. He gives us the strength of Himself, ‘the medicine that makes whole.’ 

4th Epiphany 2008, Right or Good

4^th Epiphany

Luke 13: 10-17

Once he was teaching in a synagogue on the Sabbath. And behold, there was a woman who had a spirit weakening her for eighteen years: she was bent over and could not stand upright [lift her head all the way up]. When Jesus saw her, he called her to him and said to her, “Woman, you are released from your illness!”

He laid his hands upon her, and at once she was able to straighten up. And she praised the power of God. Then the leader of the synagogue, indignant because Jesus had healed on the Sabbath, said to the people, “There are six days for doing work; on those days you can come and let yourselves be healed—but not on the Sabbath.”

But the Lord replied, “You hypocrites! Does not every one of you untie his ox or his ass from the manger on the Sabbath and lead it away to the water trough? But this daughter of Abraham, who was held bound by the dark might of Satan for eighteen years, wasn’t supposed to be released from her bondage on the day of the Sabbath?”

All his opponents were put to shame by these words, and the people rejoiced over all the signs of spiritual power that happened through him.

4^th Epiphany Sunday

January 27, 2008

Luke 13: 10-17

  

The insect world has an unusual characteristic. Bugs have no bones. Their muscles are attached to their outer shell. Their carapace is the support for their movement. Human muscle, however, is attached to bones within the body. Support for our movement comes from the bones; within the bones,our very lifeblood is made.

Jesus heals a woman from an oppressive spirit that had pushed her earthward. She had become earthbound, hindered from uprighting herself to connect with God in the heights. Jesus’ deed was a creative act, which restored her into the stream of God’s creative working.

The Law, the rule of the time, was interpreted in such a narrow way that, by law, Jesus was not allowed to do such a thing on that day of the week. The Law had become a kind of carapace, enforcing a kind of oppressive uprightness from without. Christ stood before the choice to follow the “right”, or to do the good, the creative, restorative thing. He makes it clear that the right and the good are not the same thing. This is particularly so when the rules have outlived their usefulness, or have become constraining.

In a certain sense, we can see Christ’s healing of the woman oppressed as a picture for the healing of the Law itself. Through Christ, the Being of Love, the Law is shrunk back to its origins and proper place within the human heart. Its essence is loving God with all one’s being and loving one’s neighbor as oneself.

Through Christ, we meet God as the Creating Word who draws us to His great heart. Through Christ in us, we meet other human beings on the expansive and expanding field of Humanity becoming Divine.

In the words of Rumi we can hear the words of Christ in us:

Out beyond the ideas of right-doing and wrong-doing, there is a field. 

I’ll meet you there.[1]

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[1] Jelaluddin Rumi, ( 1207 – 1273 CE) “Out Beyond Ideas of Wrong-Doing”, The Essential Rumi, Coleman Barks, p. 36

4th Epiphany 2009, Pour and Flow

4^th Epiphany

Robert Bateman

John 5: 1-1

Some time later, there was a Jewish feast, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem. Now there is in Jerusalem, near the Sheep’s Gate, a pool, called Bethesda in Hebrew, which is surrounded by 5 covered porches. Here lay a great many invalids, the blind, the lame [crippled], the weak [withered], waiting for the water to begin moving. For from time to time a powerful angel of the Lord descended into the pool and stirred up the waters. The first one in the pool after such a disturbance would be cured of whatever ailment he had.

And there was a certain man there who had been an invalid for 38 years. When Jesus saw him lying there and became aware that he had been ill for so long, he asked him,

“Do you want [have the will] to become whole?”

The invalid answered him, “Lord [Sir], I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred. While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me.”

Then Jesus said to him, “Rise up, take up your pallet, and walk.”  At once the man was healed and picked up his pallet and walked.

           

However it was the Sabbath on that day. Therefore the Jewish leaders said to the man who was healed, “It is the Sabbath; the law forbids you to carry your pallet.”

But he replied, “The man who healed me said to me, “take up you pallet and walk!”

And they asked him, “Who is the man who said to you ‘take it up and walk’?”

But the one who was healed had no idea who it was, for Jesus had slipped away, as there was a crowd in the place.

Later, Jesus found him in the Temple and said to him, “Take to heart what I say: Behold, you have become whole. Sin no more, lest your destiny bring you something worse.”

The man went away and told the Jewish leaders that Jesus was the one who had healed him. That is why they persecuted Jesus and sought to kill him, because he did these things on the Sabbath.

Then he himself countered them with the words, “Until now my Father has worked, and from now on I also work.”

Then they sought all the more to kill him, because not only had he broken the Sabbath, but also because he had called God his own Father and had set himself equal to God.

4^th Epiphany

Feb 1, 2009

John 5: 1-18

Once again, we see that the arrival of the Christ signals the beginning of a new era. In ancient times, the forces of healing were still gifted to human beings from outside of themselves. A last remnant of this is pictured in this gospel reading as the angel who randomly stirs the healing waters in the pool of Bethesda.

With the advent of Christ on earth, the focus of the forces of healing moves away from outside agents. Healing begins to establish itself in the energy field generated by the relationship between Christ and the individual soul.

The first question Christ asks the paralytic is a very intimate one. It concerns the very basic question that Christ asks all of us: do you want to become whole, healthy? Is it truly your will to be healed? John 5:6 This is an important question. For Christ will not interfere with anyone’s basic freedom to choose. If we are truly honest, we would have to admit that sometimes we prefer to remain in the soul landscape of suffering because it is comfortably familiar.  It takes courage to change the basic pattern of a lifetime, to step into an unknown way of being.

As it is, the paralytic’s answer is a divided one. Of course he wants to be healed. But at the same time the power of his will, his ability to upright himself, to move about, to move forward in his destiny, to make an active contribution to his people, has been severely compromised. Interestingly, he dodges the question by blaming others, and saying that he has no one to help him. After thirty-eight years of paralysis of will and complaining, it is perhaps no wonder that no one is around to help! Christ’s question shines a light of consciousness on the very basic question He asks all of us, and that we all must ask of ourselves: in what direction is your will moving? Do you will transformation?

Nevertheless, Jesus has compassion on his weakness. For the paralytic symbolizes the state of mankind in general. Christ must indeed see some way forward for us. And so through the power of the Christ-Ego, Jesus infuses the paralytic’s will with a jolt of uprightness, of power. Christ integrates the paralytic’s soul forces so that they can raise the body. He jump-starts the paralyzed will.

“Rise up; take up the pallet [of your destiny, upon which you have been lying helpless], and move forward!” John 5:8

And it happens; for— in the words spoken to the Mary soul at the annunciation—no word is spoken in the worlds of spirit that does not have the power to become reality on earth. Luke 1:37

Our healing, our transformation and reintegration of soul, is a gift of Christ’s grace. But then it is up to us to treasure, to nurture and to maintain the transformation with which we have been gifted. Later Christ warns the paralytic, who is now walking about in the Temple, that he is to sin no more. That is to say that he is to take care not to separate himself again from the divine world, from the angel of his own destiny. The angel of our destiny offers us opportunities. Our failure to answer and nurture them poisons our future.

So in the words of Rilke:

Want the change. Be inspired by the flame

Where everything shines as it disappears….

What locks itself in sameness has congealed…

Pour yourself like a fountain.

Flow into the knowledge that what you are seeking

finishes often at the start, and, with ending, begins.[1]

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[1] Rilke, Sonnets to Orpheus, Part Two, XII, in Ten Poems to Change Your Life Again and Again, Roger Housden, p. 21